My poem.

i ROAM AROUND iN LIFE ALONE
ANGER HOT, iN A WORLD SO COLD
NO EYES TO MEET, OR A HAND TO HOLD
TRUST DiSAPPEARS, AS LiES UNFOLD
SO WHO WILL iT BE THAT'LL RESCUE ME?
AND TURN MY LiFE iNTO WHAT iT USE TO BE.
THAT'LL UNBLiND MY EYES SO THAT i CAN SEE
THAT MY HEARTS....
NOT OFFiCiALLY BROKEN.

-By ♥Martha:D

Update

Hey everyone. Maybe you noticed or maybe you didn't, but I've been missing a lot of school lately. Well that because I was hospitalized for three days. I've been having pain under my rib and that causes complications when I stand up or eat so, thats why I Haven't been in school. I have somethig called pancreatitus. I have the acute one so i'll be back to normal soon.No worries though, I'm getting better. I sorta miss going to school too. Everyone's started on the new semester and I'll be looking kinda lame not knowing my schedule as well, but hey can't blame me. So yeah I got out today. The hospital is not a fun place to be. I mean its clean and the nurses are nice, but ugh its just too much the mood is always dull. Oh and have you noticed that when your somewhere else like home or school, the pain seems all severe but right when you step into the hospital its feels better. That how I felt. Now I'm on this low-fat diet. It sucks. I LOST 5LBS IN 2DAYS! That's crazy. So no more BK, or Taco Bells or any of those fun places. There's a good side to it though, I'll be nice and healthy for track season! Well yeah that's pretty much the highlight (or lowlight) of my week! Thanks for reading.

-♥Martha

Smallest step, Biggest Impact.

Volunteering is making the smallest step, but leaving the biggest impact. Yesterday, me and Nyajuok finally finished our hero project, and I must say it felt really good. We went to St.Johns and played BINGO with the residents, and may I add, BINGO is no joke to those residents. We had a full house or dining room to be exact. The whole process was kind of scary, but at the end made all the differnce. I was helping our this lady and this man. The lady couldn't see so well and the man need help clearing his cards because he could only bend over so much. He kept thanking me everytime I helped him and it felt really made me feel like I was helping out a lot when all I was doing was clearing off a bingo card. I promise to do this more often! It was awesome.

New Years Resolution

Yo! It's me again. So yeah I was at church and this guy was talking about how we really need to follow through with our NYRs, and I noticed that after all the years I've set a goal for myself, I never follow through. My NYRs for this year are, GET IN SHAPE!(track season is coming up) NO MORE SHYNESS(my personality needs to shine) and last and diffenatly the hardest NO PROCASTINATION. (I doubt it'll work, but i'll try extra hard). I was thinking do we set our NYRs to high because mine never work. I'll be all into it in the first to months, but after that. Screw it. I mean for the get in shape one, I'll get a Y membership and exercise more, but I'm still going to eat all day. I won't be shy, but I probably won't talk to everyone. I'll turn my Homework in on time, but I'll do it 2 days before its due, instead of the day before its due. Yeah that sounds right, so the question is "Will I actually follow through this year?" I think I might!!!

Christmas didn't seem like X-mas

Hey everybody! I wanna start out by saying I hope you all had a marvelous Christmas, because I didn't. It didn't seem like Christmas this year at all. The snow was a little to much so it was really cold which caused me to hate going outside, but then again it was a very white x-mas. Anyway for X-mas eve we went up to the cities and celebrated there and then for x-mas day we went to a church service and stuff like that. It was okay,but not too many people showed up b/c it was so cold, oh well. On our way home it was crazier than a mug! It was so cold. The snow was blowing from every which way, AND OH! I experience one of the scariest times of my life. There was this white car and it thought it was cool swervin' and switchin' lanes and all that jazz, but the it hit this ice patch and OMGosh, it flew into this ditch. It was ridiculously crazy man. I almost cried. I thought the people died, but their car was upright so I think they're okay. Hopefully. Oh and my mom was getting mad at us for sleeping during the ride. I think it was bcuz she was scared herself.
Lol. So yeah Christmas wasn't as cool as I thought it would be, but this year's christmas should be awesome.