UPDATE

Hey, I'm so excited for this week. We have finals but I don't have to take them. I love the new policy. It's awesome and a good idea. I kinda wanna take my J10 one just to get a higher grade but no. I wonder what i'll do on that day...mmhmm. Probably chill somewhere. well yeah thats an update.

Life is to short

I came home from school..
My mom's attitude wasn't the same.

I let it go.

I overheard my mom and aunt talking about
something being really sad and something about what
about the kids.I thought it was another family divorce.

I let it go.

I kept seeing my moms face and I can't stand her being sad.

I let it go.

I logged into myspace and saw a R.I.P ________ friend update.

I asked who died.

Its was ________'s mom.

my mothers friend.

She has 6 kids oldest being my around my age(16).

the youngest only a few months.

They all have to grow up without their mother.

No child should EVER have to go through that.

I just sat there.Hot tears streaming down my face as
my mother and I stood wordless on the
stairs. I had to turn away.
I cant let anyone see me cry.

she said "take it easy" trying forcefully to stop her voice from breaking.

i went to my room and sat.

cried.

sat there.

cried.





Published December 11, 2008 11:16 am -

NEW: Mankato woman dies in collision


The Free Press

LAKE CRYSTAL —
A 36-year-old Mankato woman was killed early today when the minivan she was driving crashed head-on with a semi near Lake Crystal. Her name is being withheld pending notification of relatives.
The State Patrol said the 12:44 a.m. accident happened on Blue Earth County Road 109 when the van spun out of control on an icy patch and was struck by the truck.
Semi driver Robert Fahey, 60, of Sioux Falls, S.D., was uninjured.
A passenger in the van, a 39-year-old Mankato woman, was airlifted to a Rochester hospital with unspecified injuries.


Life is too short. All I can say to anyone and everyone is be thankful for the people you have around you. Many of you may have already heard that, but seriously? When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Do it now.


My condolences goes out to her family and to anyone else whose lost a loved one.

-Martha

UCLA,GT,GSU,STU? GEE WILLICKERS!

I'm so excited for college man. Like I find myself thinking about high school, and it really isn't how I want it to be. I wish it was really fun. I think we just need more amusement. I find myself growing old in the classroom just sitting there for 50 minutes zoning off into space. We need to live a little. Get a lot more hands on activities while learning. It would make a way better impact on the kids who don't really like school. I love school, but I think I'd love it more if it we had more rallies and did fun stuff. So I can't wait 'til college. I'll be rollin' with the big dogs. Lol just kidding. Anyway a message to all who say school sucks and all that garbage just pull through with it, go to college, get a great paying job. earn an average of 6 figures, and trust me my friend you will be thankful for school. Just thought I'd get that out there. kk peace.

Kachika-Kachika! lights,camera, action!

You know what I really want? I want a video camera. ugh. I hate when something really funny happens and I w ant to replay it but i cant, unless I do it mentally. Well with a video camera I can record it and laugh about as much as I want. Like one day I just want to record someone that has no clue what in world they're saying. Or just those times when someone falls. Oh my gosh. Those make my day. I might sound really mean, but c'mon you know you laugh about it too. So hopefully I can get a Cam this X-mas...(crossing my fingers, well actually only one b/c i heard two fingers is un-lucky.)

There's a Hero. If you look inside your heart.

My heroes are my parents.
My mom and dad have taken care of me for
15 years and I think I'm turning out pretty swell.
They've had to put up with me during my early childhood,
and they have to put up with me now as a young adult.
I can honestly say that we've been through ups and downs,
but My parents were always there for me at the end of the day.
I understand that some people aren't as lucky t have two amazingly
caring parents. Some didn't even get the chance to have one.
So my hearts goes out to those who never got to experience the love
of a parent. I love my parents!

Just an update

Hey everyone just an update. Not much has been going on lately. Well I finally got my iPod to work, so you'll probably see me strolling around the hallways deafened by the highness of the volume. Christmas break is coming up. I'm thinking about a new look and a new style for new years. Uhm and get over this shyness that has been overshadowing my personality for years. I need to break out of this shell. So yeah that's pretty much what's new. At least what I'm willing to share. Oh one more thing. I have a new goal. I have to get to the 4.0 status and remain there. I'm almost there. 3.9!(not trying to brag) Just have to maintain it when and if i get there. That's it..
till next'
-martha:D

JACOB, EDWARD, AND EVERYTHING NICE!

OMG! A couple of friends and I, went to watch "Twilight" and I would have to say that it was the best movie by far. It makes Harry Potter look cheap. Sorry for saying it so bluntly, but twilight is the new Must-See movie. I only read the first book because I want the whole thing to be a surprise. The guy that played Jacob was sooo cute, and so was Edward. Edward is a very interesting character and played his part really well. When he does his twisted, disgusted face mixed with the stern look of a Vampire, it just show's that this boy is something. Jacob? Yeah he was way different then what I mentally pictured him as, he was hot! (small chuckel) Twilight is a 5 star movie, agree with me or not, but that movie was very well put together. I Loooved it!
-Till next time,
-Martha

Turkey Day

My weekend was mmh-iight. I got home on Wednesday,and boy was I happy there was no school the next four days. I mean don't get me wrong, school's cool and I do stay educated, but man, five days a week is too much. Anyway, Thursday was Turkey Day! For some reason I was really into it. I'm usually not, but this thanksgiving, my mom had a little party so there was many people at the house. I was so full afterwards that I couldn't even make it across the kitchen without stopping and taking a quick break. Haha It was really fun. The holidays' are just the most wonderful thing in the world. They make you feel all mushy and gushy inside, and that is so not me. I can't wait till X-mas, even though I probably won't get a lot since our economy is so down the drain. I'll keep hope alive though.Well thats all for now. Peace.